realization

I have realized I've been blessed with an amazing man... an outstanding partner... & a best friend. I think sometimes I take it for granted & don't notice how good that I have it. As long as A is in my life, I have no need to ever complain about the small things that will soon be pointless. Thank you {Jessica} for opening my eyes. You are in my prayers <3

loooong day

Yesterday;
OH MY GOODNESS... what a day! Ashlyn & I went to my college apartment to move my things to my parents house & it was pure CHAOS.
My [ex]roommates are so crazy. I have never met people like them before in my life... NEVER again will I put myself in that living arrangement. I cant get into details because thinking about it makes me sad/angry/upset/livid/crazy but pretty much, the [ex]roomies buy, sell, & DO drugs... hardcore drugs. & this is me... someone who has never even touched a cigarette... surrounded by this stuff.... I wanted to SCREAM. I couldn't handle being around them & that stuff because it disgusted me so bad. But one thing is for sure- I'm glad that I never turned out like that... that I never took that well traveled road to drug use. GO ME! :D

But now my entire body is aching- thats what happens when two 20 year old girls move everything by themselves from the 2nd story.... AHHHHHH D:

Last Night;
I went to bed at 11:30!! (: I actually went to bed at night time!
Let me explain: I've become nocturnal lately. Extreme nocturnal... like going to bed at 7am kind of nocturnal. BAD, I know...
I was just so exhausted from the move... but I HAD to watch my show, 'Coming Home' about military loved ones coming home. It makes me cry every time, but I never miss it! (:


Today;
I'm going to be a lazy bum & relax these poor muscles. At some point I need to go through all of the boxes that are scattered in my parent's living room. We just kinda threw things in boxes & then left & then threw them into the living room. So now I have to organize that mess. But I think it will be exciting to start packing the boxes for the move with A (: Just thinking about it puts a smile on my face!

well, wish me luck!

Skype Night

 It's FRIDAY (: Which means that A & I get to talk to online with our friends! woo hoo! 

But before we got started with all of our friends... A. video called me...

and uh... THIS is what I do ;)

I think that A's reactions to my craziness are absolutely PRICELESS :D

treize

Today; I'm ready to go. I'm ready to pack all of my things & leap into this next chapter of my life.
I find myself waking up & immediately checking how many days I have left. My parent's couch is getting old... and I just want to have my "own place" again. Thirteen days seem like such a long wait. But I think back & remember A. & I saying, "only six more weeks". WOW! How the heck did I do it?? (: I know that our relationship is going to consist of a lot of countdowns... how many days till we move, how many days till he deploys, how many days till he comes home, how many days till he leaves again... a never ending circle. BUT thats okay, because I'm becoming a pro! (:
I'm not feeling nervous for the future anymore... just really anxious of whats ahead of us! I cant wait till I can start writing about moving in & all the fun & crazy things that A. & I do (: It's going to be much better than this silly countdown I've got going on! PROMISE ;D
Also, I've been planning on redoing my blog... it's gotten old to me... and it's lacking PINK... which is driving me crazy... There's always gonna be some pink in our Navy blue world! <3

f o u r teen

14 more days left in this sunshine state! :D
Thats the big, "two week mark"!!!

Old times

 {{This has NOTHING to do with A. & I... but it's an important part of MY life}}

Today;
I'm going to my high school that I attended for 2 out of 4 years. I was on the dance team/colorguard & thats how I met 2 of my really great friends- Ashlyn & Jency. We were State Champions of 2008 placing 1st place & showing off our gold metals (: Now we're going back to see what the team looks like now; 3 years later. (: I think tonight is going to be an interesting one!
I'm really excited to be around some old friends again, I know its going to feel weird at first & I'm going to have a lot of flash backs. & I think that its really great that I'm able to experience this before I move away. (: 

Ashlyn, me & Jency (: before practice in '08

1st place at State Championships



OUR CHAMPIONSHIP SHOW (:

Catch-Me-Up in a N u t s h e l l

SOooOoo, I haven't blogged in a while... so heres whats been going on in "our world" lately;

A. turned 20 a few days ago! (:

He bought his FIRST CAR! (I was more excited than him...)

 We booked our weekend plans for his graduation in SC

We sent in the application to our "dream apartment" which is currently on hold for us :D

I volunteered at the Relay for Life (for my dad who is the honorary person this year)

I have to go to my college apartment on Tuesday to pack... which may be weird considering none of my roommates speak to me anymore.

I've noticed that I've become nocturnal

& ONLY 16 MORE DAYS!!!

(until I'm in those strong sailor arms!)

 

I cant believe how quickly the time has passed. I mean, when it felt like forever in the moment.... but I look back on it & it seems so fast. I'm really excited thats for sure! I'm anxious to pack all of my things at the college apartment & get it the heck out of there! (:

Sometimes I take a step back & I cant believe that this is actually my life. It all came so soon & out of nowhere. I mean, 6 months ago I had just moved into my first apartment, got my first job & was living it up college style with the roommates. But somewhere in the beginning stages, I just knew that it wasn't really the life for me. I mean I'm glad that I was able to experience being independent & providing for myself... but I always felt lonely. & I wanted to cook & clean for someone rather than just myself.

& BAM! A. just popped up in my life again out of nowhere & swept me off of my feet. He's making all of my dreams come true (: & I can honestly say that I have NEVER had that before. He's one of a kind! & all mine <3