Oh my goodness. My sailor is my h e r o.Today didn't start out very well & somehow just continued to go downhill. Things have been all sorts of crazy lately with slowly moving out of my apartment & spending time with my family back in my hometown. (when I moved to college, I gave up my room at my parent's to my little brother- so when I visit... the couch becomes my homeland) So it's easy to say that things have just been very out of whack.
Well... the stress of the last few weeks just kept building up and today I just so happened to reach my breaking point. I know that its extremely important for A not to hear me cry while he's away- but this time, the tears were too strong to hold back. & well- once I get started... I dont stop very easily.
After listening to me for a while, A picked up all the pieces. I dont know how he does it- but he just does. He has this way of always saying exactly what I need to hear. He knows that my faith has been running low lately, but he built it right back up by reminding me that God is always with me & I have to have faith & believe that everything will be better soon- REAL soon. (: He took me from a crying mess to a giggling dork in ONE phone call. (: I really do love him.
A sends me a text message every night after we hang up. (even though we say our goodnights on the phone... he just wants to always have that something extra) this is what he sent me tonight:
"I love you sweetheart! And God does too. Things will get better & God will shelter you, so have faith in that. Have a good night Sam :) I LOVE YOUagain"Its nights like these, when I KNOW that being with him is exactly where I'm supposed to be (:
-I have less than 40 days left in this sunshine state. & then I'll be in a car with the love of my life, traveling across the country to begin our lives together (:
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