"Best Friend Blues"
There are some days that I really miss being "home" (in Florida)
Sometimes I spend hours silently scrolling through Facebook. Its great that I can stay updated just by reading friend's posts... but it also makes me miss being there a little too much.
I'm happy that I finally have a friend up here... but that's just ONE friend... not like 500 I have at home. & we're in the "new friend" part of our friendship... so its not like we
really know one another... and we haven't spent much time together anyway. (living 25 minutes apart doesn't make it super convenient)
& lately I've come to realize that, no one will EVER compare to my best friend, Ashlyn. She understands me better than anyone in this world & knows more secrets about me than I'd ever confess to. It's really weird adjusting to life without her being here next to me. & yes, it does make me extremely sad.
I dont have a best friend here at all... no one (
another girl) to go shopping with, to cook with, to watch tv with, to gossip & paint nails with, to do hair and dress up with... to even just TALK and be silly and laugh with.
I mean, I have A. here to do (
some) of those things with, and we have an amazing time. BUT sometimes I just need a GIRL! lol I dont think he'd really agree to nail painting & gossiping. :P
I know that no one would ever compare to my
best friend... but to just have a "FRIEND" here in general, would brighten up my world.
Since I've been having the "bestfriend blues" lately, I've been trying to come up with craft ideas to make for some friends back at home.
I'm already working on making Ashlyn a flower headband. Theres a few more things I REALLY wanna make & send to her... but I know that its going to be a LONG time before I get all the supplies.
I also want to make a little package of goodies to send to my friend, Maranda, who's baby girl will be arriving any day now. I bought some baby headbands that I'm going to make & attach flowers to... but I need to come up with some more things to send.
anyway...
FRIENDS, I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!