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I think that everything is starting to hit me- at this very second- like a pile of bricks. 

I only have SIX more days here. (not including the few days between graduation & the move)
There are so many people that I want to see... so many things that I want to do. & I'm starting to feel regret for wasting so much time doing NOTHING.

I'm also really excited to A. I've been waiting for about 2 months & I'm so ready to curl up into his arms. I may be leaving the life that I know behind... but I'm building the most incredible future with him. I wish there were words to describe what I feel like when I talk to him... or see him... or think of him. -But there really are NO words.

But aside from the excitement for the future... I'm still sad to say goodbye to life I know.