Have you ever had one of those crazy feelings that your life is exactly on track??
I have never been more at peace with my life than at this moment right now.
It's really crazy how much I've changed since I've been here in NY. I'm so comfortable and so relaxed... I'm HAPPY. (:
A few days ago, I was putting on makeup in the bathroom... and I noticed that the giant circles that have been hanging out under my eyes for years are GONE. What?? Seriously gone.
I just feel like this is exactly where I'm supposed to be. I'm surrounded by someone who absolutely loves me. I sleep in a comfy bed next to the love of my life. I'm actually smiling again. Christian songs play on the radio. Fresh flowers fill a vase on the table. Windows are always open, letting in a fresh a breeze. & I am at peace. Finally.
{Sometimes I think back to my life in Tampa and it literally brings me to tears. The short time that I spent there changed me so much.... for the worst. I became so uptight & bitter. I'm not sure if it was because of the job that sucked my soul away... or the people that I was living with... or just a bad mixture of both. I'm so thankful that that part of my life is OVER. I just wish that it wouldn't haunt me every now & then.}
It just makes me that much more grateful for where I am NOW. (:
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